I look up into your eyes,
staring deeply into mine,
and I wonder who made you cry,
I should have saw your pain as a sign,
we kiss deep, so full of heat,
full of passion, my hand strays,
what made me turn down this street?
what made me think this would be okay?
off comes your pants and my attention goes there,
my mouth waters just thinking about it,
I do it fooling myself that you care,
I should have known you didn't give a shit,
I concentrate on you until I hurt,
sucking on a Jolly Rancher for fun,
not knowing it made me lower than dirt,
there for you until you were done,
Then on to the real fucking deal,
I'm naked in all my glory beneath you,
clasping on to you wishing you could feel,
but you never feel, I should have knew,
my nails dig deep into your back,
my legs wrapped around your waist,
I know it was not lust that you lack,
kissing you, nibbling all over your face,
wanting only for this to last forever,
as the pleasure wracks my body in waves,
as I fool myself that catching you was clever,
sucking on your lip, tasteing what I crave,
falling in love with the best fuck of my life,
as you capture my mouth with yours in the heat,
stabbing into my heart that last fatal knife,
as you collapse over me tired and beat,
a shower next, to wash away any memory,
as we lay there next to each other pretending it's ok,
I look up to your face and see it, your sorry,
as the sun rises over another shattered day.
dedicated to todd....