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As the MoonRose....




This is where you can find more of my personal poetry. It is copywrited so please do not use without permission.

 

Some of this poetry contains adult material....if you are not 18 yrs of age or older, please leave...

I am NOT 18 yrs of age or Older!

Broken, Fragile me

I'm fragile, leave me be,

I'm nothing but nice to you,

why do you do this and hate me?

what have I done? what should I do?

All I want is for you to care,

I dont want your love or pity,

but your heart is cold and bare,

you want nothing to do with me,

I'm not a bitch, not even your whore,

I was your friend, someone who cared,

you gave me nothing, always taking more,

I gave you more of my heart than I dared,

but you took it and broke it,

leaving me here all alone and sad,

feeling horrible, feeling like shit,

with no love left to make me glad.

I was fragile, you broke my soul,

I was nothing but nice to you,

now all that's left is great big hole,

no way to fill it, nothing to do.

 

-Kryshna MoonRose

January 14, 2004

dedicated to Todd....

 

 

Fooling myself

I look up into your eyes,

staring deeply into mine,

and I wonder who made you cry,

I should have saw your pain as a sign,

we kiss deep, so full of heat,

full of passion, my hand strays,

what made me turn down this street?

what made me think this would be okay?

off comes your pants and my attention goes there,

my mouth waters just thinking about it,

I do it fooling myself that you care,

I should have known you didn't give a shit,

I concentrate on you until I hurt,

sucking on a Jolly Rancher for fun,

not knowing it made me lower than dirt,

there for you until you were done,

Then on to the real fucking deal,

I'm naked in all my glory beneath you,

clasping on to you wishing you could feel,

but you never feel, I should have knew,

my nails dig deep into your back,

my legs wrapped around your waist,

I know it was not lust that you lack,

kissing you, nibbling all over your face,

wanting only for this to last forever,

as the pleasure wracks my body in waves,

as I fool myself that catching you was clever,

sucking on your lip, tasteing what I crave,

falling in love with the best fuck of my life,

as you capture my mouth with yours in the heat,

stabbing into my heart that last fatal knife,

as you collapse over me tired and beat,

a shower next, to wash away any memory,

as we lay there next to each other pretending it's ok,

I look up to your face and see it, your sorry,

as the sun rises over another shattered day.

 

dedicated to todd....

 

 

Over YOU

I still think about you,

that I can change you down to the letter,

I still think you care,

even though I should know better.

I still play those movies,

of us, over and over in my head,

I still hear your voice,

crying out to me in ecstacy, in bed,

but I no longer care about you,

I no longer care if you hurt me anymore,

because I'm finally over the pain,

I no longer wait for you, no longer your whore,

because I've learned to love me,

to realize that you're not going to be there,

to see through all your lies,

to know that you never have nor will care.

 

-Kryshna MoonRose

 

 

dedicated to Todd....

 

 

 

A tumbling of Lives

we both have fallen so far,

and landed, broken and torn,

you consider me your hope, your star,

and somewhere in the fall, love was born.

We lay still, holding eachother tight,

waiting, waiting for our souls to mend,

waiting, waiting patiently for daylight,

knowing our salvation is just around the bend.

you have to know that I love you, it's what you crave,

I do, but my mind is bubbling and brewing so much doubt,

I want to love you and I want to be brave,

but my thoughts are turning my soul inside out.

I know my only cure is time,

but my cure can only be your poison,

I'm confused and my only comfort is this rhyme,

I just hope a happy future lies beyond the horizon.

December, 2001

Dedicated to R.D.O.

I luv you Wulfie!

Moonlight from Fate

My life was a disturbing dark,

with no one to comfort or hold me,

but the moon has risen, searing it's mark,

saving me from a death that was to be,

I searched my whole life for a soulmate,

someone to complete me and make me whole,

here you are, a shining beacon from fate,

and like the moon, my heart you stole.

 

November 26th, 2001

dedicated to R.D.O.

I you, Wulfie!